You know, I just spent the longest time trying to ambiguously vent on Facebook because I, of course, just had to let everyone know. But I don’t care! I just need to vent and if only a few read this then so be it!
My manager is a jerk! I actually have a few, but one of them…man. You know, he goes around scolding you, attempting to hit you with random blunt objects he likes to so often carry around, get in your face, treat you like a dog and all that junk and I’m a pretty whatever-fuck-you-I-don’t-really-care-You’re-my-manager kind of person so I just shrug it off. But now..my other manager mentioned that he’s probably picking on me and the other two Hmong girls…I can’t help but..feel..racially discriminated against. I’ve honestly never felt this before and this really bugs me. Now I REALLY don’t wanna take shit from that haughty ass bastard. I mean, he already thinks he’s better than the other Koreans because he’s tall and everyone else (as in the Koreans at work) are short. I’m sure he’s starting to get a taste of Hmong people..and he’s not liking it one bit. I could ramble on and on about how inhumanely disrespectful and insincere my manager is…but I won’t. Plus, I don’t exactly feel like being a completely angry bitch right now. I just..needed to get the race thing off my chest. And explain a few things. And. Yeah. I don’t know. I guess this is where I’m done. Good night.
P.S.
Korean people are not born with emotions! And they don’t actually have a language - they just babble like winey babies!
Yessssssss, sippin’ on that Haterade.
So that’s what it was, huh? Comparisons…
I have to ask myself, why the fuck am I okay with taking shit from people..?!?
You know what? Friday morning, after waking up from an awesome night of drinking and partying with my friends, waking up with random bruises everywhere, and my pants off, I thought I felt like it. Yesterday, after feeling shoved off from Yaeli for days and being at my very demanding job feeling like that, and then being rushed like a mad man and messing up so much, I thought I felt like it. Oh, but I was wrong. Today…this call..and all those days jumbled up together..I feel like it. I feel..like a big, ginormous, fucking, piece of dog shit. Shit. I. Feel. Like. Shit.
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Fucking. Shit. Yes.
Our Dallas trip was AWESOMMMME! First day, 6 hour drive, Korea town, Korean BBQ, shopping, knockout. Second day, Six Flags and I actually went on a lot of rollercoasters, Chinese buffet, chill out for hours, then parteh parteh and club Plush! Then come back to the hotel and more fun! Third day, pack up, check out, bad Pho, more shopping, In-n-Out, then leaf back for Arkansas! Man, I had so much fun. We’ve got to come back here!! And my friends are just awesome! They’re so fun! ..drunk…
This summer, I will be working working working. Next fall, I intend on taking a semester break. I’ll probably be working the entire time. Yeah. It’s gonna be soooooo boring.. I wish I had a tv. Or internet. At my apartment. Blah. Oh, it’s gonna be a long summer…
So Yaeli and I went to watch The Avengers last night at the smaller, a little more ghetto movie theater last night and it wasn’t crowded! Yay! And man, the movie was AWESOME! And superheros are SOOOOO handsome! Strapping men!! Fighting for good! Sigh.. What beauty… Anyway. It was bright and full of good, old-fashioned superhero/god/mutant quarrels! And guess what’s even better?! No overtly cheesy love story in there! SCORE! Those seem to always ruin movies.. ( ahem, Transformers [but notice, I did not say “good” movies]). The Avengers was an awesome movie, perfect for everyone! Even kids! Nothing that’ll make you squirm or feel awkward watching with your parents, too! I rarely go to the movie theaters, but we made a good choice last night. Wahoo!! Also, Yaeli told me the back story to the movie on the way back to my apartment, too. (He used to be a comic book nerd when he was younger.) And he told me about how all the other Marvel comic movies like Iron Man 1 and 2, Thor, The Hulk, and Captain America were all to lead up to this awesome collaboration. Ahhh..I think I love comic book movies.
